Fear

Have you ever experienced the fear of disappointing someone- be it your friends, teachers or parents? The intensity of this fear embedded in me is killing me right now.
I hate to let anybody down. I can't afford to disappoint anyone.

Okay, enough for the depressing fear. End of year exams are coming in one day's time and i hope all of you are gonna ace ur eoys. Good luck. Jovial picture of my family on Max's birthday party @ mbs to end of this post.
xoxo

and i need you now

I nearly forgot about this blog. I guess too many things are happening at once again.
On a side note, I am really grateful for God to bless me with so many great friends who showed me concern for the past week. Still fighting and strong.

A few polaroids from Max's 5th birthday party at Etonhouse. (Actually he held a bigger party at mbs after that but i will probably blog about it another time.)

xx

H&M OPENING- 3RD SEPT

I suppose many of you have heard of the insanely patient people who started queuing outside H&M the night before the opening, in fact the first customer arrived at 2pm on 2nd sept when the shop opens on 3rd sept. Woah. Singaporeans. I reached the shop at around 9.30am and there were already more than 300 people there (YES AND I DIDNT MANAGE TO GET THE 20 BUX VOUCHER >D ) Even thou I hate waiting, I have to say that h&m's service is pretty good. They sent out staffs to give out h&m magazine, water and even umbrellas to keep ourselves entertained during the wait. What's more, there were this group of gorgeous models walking around and taking pictures with the customers. I actually went to camwhore with this model who is really hot. Wtf hahahahahaIs this coincidental or what but I was actually on the front page of Straits Time the next day. HAHAHA

Almost forgot to mention that I was there with @mstpc and @shiminio !

Probably going back there when the crowd disperses........to get this hat!! ;)
Got a sweater, a sleeveless, a blouse, a pair of jeggings, a bracelet, 3 HELLO KITTY WATER BOTTLES (WTF 3.90SGD EACH WHAT ARE U WAITING FOR), 2 yoyo for my bro and sis. All for SGD104.
Can't find another shop that sells such pretty yet affordable apparels. Wooooopz later in the night I showed my shopping loots to my parents and the fact that I got all those for a hundred did manage to garner praises from them hehe. My mom instantly fell in love with the sweater I got and she couldn't resist the temptation to go there too, in fact she was squirming with anticipation to make a trip down there with me on Wednesday. Okay... now I'm making her sound like a 5 years kiddo. Hehehe in any case, thanks momma for sponsoring my shopping trip.

WE LOVE H&M xoxoxooo

I AM NOT DEAD JUST YET ;)

To keep this little space alive.............i will sum up the past few weeks with a couple of pictures taken here and there. Anywayyyyyyz /unveil the mystery that is no longer a mystery LOL/ I got myself a blackberry 9780 in the end, knowing that I can always get an itouch if i'm really that desperate to camwhore. Hehe. Just to fill u guys in, my whole family has been going Apple-ish in the past few weeks- my dad and sis got iPhone 4 (black and white respectively) whereas my mom got herself an white ipad2 after openly declaring her jealousy ;)
On a side note, my block test 2 results are out....... Pleasantly surprised with six A1s and one A2 (Language Arts) I couldnt believe that I got A1 for both Maths1 and Maths2............FOR DA FIRST TIME IN MY WHOLE BLARDY NANYANG LIFE LOLOLOLOLOL you have to understand my excitement cuz this is apparently a hugeeeeee improvement from last term, 2nd last in class. HAHAHAHAHA NOT EVEN KIDDING.

1) National Day: with Beannnnies

2) Eighters' Outing: Zookeeper
If you have been following me on twitter, you'd have known how much I dread going to school nowadays; My class now is filled with selfish bitches.
Hanging out with eighters completely dismissed my worry about school and everything, they are the kind of classmates I will die for.

3) Shopping with Van: Somerset+Scape 4) My house's frequent visitor: Jiawer/Ah how(how max calls her)/Wei wei(how ade calls her)

5) Night out with my girlz: Cineleisure and Scape

We were supposed to catch the movie Final Destination 5(I know it's nc18 but uknow......we can always sneak in hehe) but the damn tix for it was sold out completely for TWO TIME SLOTS -.,-

Sooooooooo we just chilled @ Scape ........... Great time together

xoxo

Blackberry VS Iphone

Whether to choose a Blackberry or Iphone? This has always been a hotly debated topic -Iphone being more entertaining whereas bb is more appealing when it comes to socializing. I always preferred bb to iphone until my 3 months old blackberry curve 9300 stopped charging last night. I tried everything to make it charge -connecting to a PC or change a battery- but it just won't. I spent the whole afternoon today finding a good place to repair it only to find that the repair fee is a minimum $80. That's when my mom and I decided that I should just get a new phone.
And then I am directed back to the first question: Is it going to be an Iphone or Blackberry?
Iphone 4 White

Blackberry Bold 9780

Perhaps I will change the housing to something bold like this............ ;)

OR PINK?

Ahhhhh gotta change to a new phone tomorrow or smth...... and i am in a serious dilema right now :(

Help to sign the petition!

Sudan's President al-Bashir is a monster. I dont think that's a very judgmental comment considering the atrocious things he has done to those who challenge his rule. He is now BOMBING WOMEN AND CHILDREN in the Nuba mountains and i thought the least we can do to help the people of Sudan is to sign this petition. (':

http://www.avaaz.org/en/sudan_enough_is_enough/?vc

Harry Potter :(

I managed to catch the last Harry Potter movie on monday with @vanessascreams. It is a good one except the ending (19years later...) That came so sudden. Anyway am I the only person who felt overwhelmed with emotions after watching the last instalment? That's 10 years of HP legend coming to an end.
(':

Xx

The reason why I love friday nights.

Useless

And then it came to a point when nothing matters anymore and you are losing it all. Hope. Ambition. Everything.

I can't formulate how much I hate my school life right now- I am lost. Bye.

I hate

My school

Last Friday Night

Had Shijia over at my house..... the usual stuffs. Chilling. Camwhoring.... Mmm yeah just fooling around

UNIVERSAL STUDIO SINGAPORE!

The 5 of us. Beans. It is still us.

In order to make the entrance fee of 72 bucks worthy of, we took possibly all the rides in USS- yes I am talking about the (in)famous red and blue rollercoasters, namely the Human and Cylon rollercoasters. They killed me. (FYI, i had never taken any rollercoasters before.. but again.. that $72 meant everything to me ha ha ha ha ha
We took the Mummy for so many times, the person in charger decided to just let us take the whole cart in the end:
(I was actually very proud when we took it for the last time 'cos i know that I finally opened my eyes... and then we spotted Andy who saw the photo first laughing his ass off- my face was epic)

When you go out with these people, you feel so easy that you don't have to dress exceptionally well or put on any make up, you know that they are called friends. True friends.

xx